Top or bottom?

Of course, there’s exhilaration to both… but there are differences….

On the bottom - you’re really kinda restricted… Not much movement - that’s almost exclusively controlled by the one on top… Oh, it can be great from the bottom - don’t get me wrong.. In fact, I personally believe there’s more feel when your on the bottom… On the other hand, it’s usually “dirtier” down there… and you’re stuck in it - no place to go, you simply have to put up with it..

Whilst atop - you call the shots… You control… You make the moves… the bottom reacts to those moves.. Sometimes there’s wild and crazy moves made… some with great thought - some without much planning or foresight… You enjoy that feel of being above - and sometimes you simply lose control - and the one on bottom, again, is at your mercy.

Some can be really really good on the bottom, and then if they ultimately get to the top, they stink it up…Once up there, again, the bottom person can’t do anything - and it’s virtually impossible to get them off the top no matter how bad they are..

Of course, I’ve too seen those that have been on top - oh leaders of the motion - only to succumb to returning to the bottom - and generally they don’t take it as well down there… Hemmed in. No freedom to express. Usedta control, now being controlled.

Mosta my life I’ve enjoyed the bottom. I know that’s probably a personal thing to say - but it’s true. I’ve been under some great ones - but conversely, I’ve been under a few that didn’t have the kutzpah to say “YES! YES! YES!”

I’ve gotten out of some of those relationships when the top stunk it up… oh, I loved virtually romp - but sometimes enough is just enough.

I’m not great on top because I fear the trampling, the hurt that can come from above… I don’t mind the ‘dirt’.. Oh there’s still some freedom down below - and again, sometimes the sensation can be incredible..

Thus ends my conversation - and I reckon to capsulize - I’d never make it in management. I’m more the worker bee, foot soldier type.

Huh? What’d you think I was talking about? MY GOODNESS. You’rea GD (Gosh Darn) pervert. Why don’t you go back to watching your porn you sicko… So, you mean through all that you were visualizing, thinking back about your experiences… lying there in the ‘dirt’.. controlling the flow… being restricted… being free to do whateverinthehell you want to? Why you little shit, I bet you HAVE said YES! YES! YES! haven't you? I'd be ashamed.

Please. Do tell. Or I’ll haveta go watch porn.
Victor, you’re one weird pup. Is there sucha thing as normal?

Ok, Ok, since you asked… or read nine paragraphs wondering which I prefer… both… I’ve served in both roles.. I’ve enjoyed each equally… Uh huh the “yippee-aye-oh” from above is nice… but it’s too wonderful to watch the passion when you’re below… Actually, I’ve come to the conclusion (both ways) that both are good. Why you can even call me at 867-5309, and I’ll take the wet spot. I don’t mind.

Sick, sick puppy. No, free, free person. Just trying to have a kick in life. How’d Bruce Willis put it? Yippee Kay Ay Mother &@#$%$”

Life’s a teeter totter. Sometimes top, sometimes bottom. Sometimes people go in the opposite direction, sometimes the same. Sick…. Victor you’re sick… Ok, sorry. Whichever you prefer - top or bottom, I hope things conclude the way you want them to. Please don’t fake it if they don’t.

Love, Victurd.