I've started this friggin blog three times... I love the ability to type, left click the mouse - wipe out all that shit... but.. just to type it (even if erased) is a good, therapeutic thing.
I typed everything that's wrong in my life - tried to reason as to why I avoid a lot of it, then erased all that shit out!
I typed everything that's keeping Maynard in a hole - tried to reason on how to get him a ladder to get outta that shit - then erased it!
I typed about Gracie - all the goings on in her life - thinking what I could do to help... then erased it!
Why, WHY do we (and we ALL do it) sometimes not meet problems head on? I'll tell you why - because it's temporarily a whole lot easier to pretend the problems ain't there - so, the load on our back becomes heavier and heavier and it makes it that much more difficult to climb life's hills.
Wow, that was some depressing shit eh? Yeah, reckon so.. Not every blog can be about "Oscar".. or "Peeing"... or sex.. or Herbert.. or Hostas.. or "Wonderful World"... some gotta include the down-stroke of the rollercoaster..
At work the other day - windy as hell.. Co-worker pointed toward the sky.. "LOOK AT THAT BIRD!... LOOK!... It's so GD windy, he's flappin' his wings like crazy - trying to fly in the direction the wind is coming from - and he's absolutely not going ANYWHERE!"... It was true.. Kinda funny, yet perhaps symbolic.
Next break outside at work - the bird was nowhere to be seen. Did the wind in his life die down? Did he say "fuck it" and turn around and fly back where he came from?
Lord grant us the ability to fight the wind.. remain full steam ahead.. take one step forward - even if on this day the wind knocks us three steps back.. Grant us the ability to know "one day the wind will die down." And Lord, since this blog sometimes DOES try to be funny, please turn your head for a moment - (whispering) "and please grant us the ability to continue to fly - allowing us to occasionally shit from above on somea them grumpy ones!"
If you're on a "treadmill" in life... on a Moped on the Interstate.. taking one step forward only to get knocked back three - remember someone loves you - including me.. and that some day the wind will die down - making it a whole lot easier to manuever toward whomever you'd liketa shit on.
Happy day, bye bye now.
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