(Victor... you've been staring at the monitor for some time now..)

Yeah.. I know... Brain freeze again... Wish there was sumpin' similar to Viagra/Levitra for people who love to write... BOINGGGG.. allofasudden - CREATIVITY...

(Well what's on your brain?) Well... bedhead is above it.. nubbles from one day's beard growth below it... (haha, no for real.. whaddya thinkin' about?)... Hmmm. Going to a wedding tonight... Thinkin' about "is it possible to predict if they'll make it or not?" (Logical... and your guess?)..

Using my "dumb jock" theory.. I relate everything to sports.. I view it kinda like a basketball game - and watching the pre-game warmups.. looking left... looking right... trying to determine.. "is a win possible?" (And?).. In this case - yeah, I think it is.. They're both brighteyed, attractive, intelligent... He's laidback as hell, she works with Hospice - so ya know she's gotta great heart.. Each come from good families... yeah.. If I were a betting man (Oh God help us) I'd say yeah.. Oh, and I caught your "Oh God help us"... screw you and the mouse you rode in on...

(So ya wanna talk about marriage?)... Well.. going back to my comparing everything to sports... no... My lifetime record is 0-2, so.. I don't think I wanna talk about marriage...

(Sex? I know that's always on your mind.. wanna talk sex?).. Nah.. not into oral sex this morning.. but thanks. (Money? Howabout money?) Nope, notta great topic now either.. Oh I'm makin' decent money with the overtime I've been working.. but ka-whammy, for every action [automatic deposit] there's and equal and opposite reaction [auto bill pays].. hell... even every penny I've found in the parking lot of late is 'tails up'...

(The Royals?) NO. (Politics?) NOO. (Religion?) NOOO. (Cars?) NOOOO.. (Your house?) NOOOOO...

I guess I wanna talk about tomorrow.. (Tomorrow never comes.. because when it's tomorrow, it's actually today.) Geez TalkStein, how long'd it takeya to come up with that one? (It's true.. you can only do - today. Aha, you're worrying about tomorrow.. That it?).. I HATE WHEN YOU'RE RIGHT. Almost as bad as when that VP at work helps me out and I sit back and think "DAMMIT, why didn't I thinka that."

Yes. I worry about tomorrow.. I worry about where I'll live... I worry about the day I retire - will there be enough... Whilst I'd like to think I still got pep-in-ma-step, I worry about the day I won't... I worry I'll forget a lotta great parts to my life... (Jualah - you've got the blog).. Yeah I know - and I guess I have gone back and reread some...

I worry that all my dad's stuff is virtually gone.. (Victor, it's nature - we come, we go - and you already did two whole blogs on that and I think you maybe lost 50% of your readership when you did.) Yeah, I was sad to see that one lady stop reading too...

(So... the topic then is "worry"?) Yeah dogbreath - again you're barking up the right tree..

(Well.. you haven't asked for advice.. but) Oh shit, here we go. (You've got two great weekends coming up.. this one/the wedding, the party after.. friend comeraderie.. THE MILL coming up in two weeks.. family - a wonderful time.. why don't you just sit back and enjoy today.. not worrying about tomorrow?) This message will self-destruct in two minutes.. as in... you won't be able to read how dead-on you are... I think I'll do that.. I think I'll just have a good time today... and let tomorrow work itself out..

I mean, why worry about the what it'll feel like the day I pee my pants and forget my name if I won't know who I am? (And you REALLY got an 'A' in Logic class at Jewell?).. Yes TalkStein, I did.. now keep your hand off my mouse or I'll take a screwdriver to the 'parentheses' key never to smell your breath again. (You always were a control freak weren't you?).. THAT DID IT.. WHAR'S MY FRIGGIN TOOLBOX...

May your tomorrows be formed by how you live today... I really really try to remind myself to enjoy today - for I might not have tomorrow... Please know I love you today... Happy today.. bye bye now, Victurd